cause i am not there yet

have been thinking and these thoughts came to mind. have i been too worried about what i am doing next year and not concentrating on what i am doing this year. thinking too much about the future and trying to live for the future rather than now. realising that there is so much to be doing now and that worrying about what i am going to do with my life is something to do at certain points and not to distract me from today. to work with where God has me and not where i think i might like to be, cause i am not there yet.