what you invest your time in will matter

so life hasn't been too exciting since finally really moving in and making a room of my own at the start of the month. i suppose you could say that i have settled in. still trying to work this city out though, and trying to find my place in it. have visited a few different church communities, but am not really sure what i will do. there is this one that i think could be good to join, and maybe that my mother gave me a "oh we've been there" with a you won't like it tone, and my determination (others may call it other things) to get her to understand that she really doesn't get me, makes it more appealing.

i'm looking for a job so haven't fixed my car yet, or gone to play futsal any where, but one guy i have met said he'd give me a ring if he needed an extra player. the one thing about this sport is that generally you have to have a whole team to play and i am just one person and haven't found a team to join. i did go bodyboarding for the first time in over 4 years though, so that was exciting and something i will hopefully get to do more.

am off to Sydney on Friday for the weekend, it is my lil sister's 21st birthday on the Friday and her party on Saturday night. makes me feel old. will get back on Monday.

oh and my motherboard fried again so my computer is out of action at the moment, making that bit harder to get on the net (i won't bore you with all my troubles). but i am still alive and although sometimes things seem hard, every breath i take is a precious moment, and although i may not seem to live like it is a precious moment, i know that there are realities and at the same time there are no impossibilites with God. so can you really waist time? i don't know that you can, but i do suppose that in the end, what you invest your time in will matter.