and what the hell is with wednesday

why do i get like this
am i just being selfish
am i jealous
am i imagining things
or is it rejection.
i hope i am not just felt sorry for
is that why it feels like hard work.
why is there so much pain
so much lonliness
and depression
what happened to the good times
the laughing together
crying together
now i just seem to cry on my own
and what the hell is with wednesday